I recently listened to a sermon by Ian DiOrio entitled Justice (10/13/10). This sermon gave me a greater understanding of justice and how mercy and justice are intertwined together. You see, I am a person of mercy; I have great compassion for people in the moment of their need. My husband, however, is a man of great justice. There have often been conversations in our marriage where he has driven me completely nuts; I will be discussing a person's need and he will begin talking about bigger issues - looking at what caused the problem. I get frustrated because I start to think he doesn't care about the person and why should we worry about the bigger problem because it won't help that person right now. It has seemed like we have been opposed to one another but after listening to this sermon I've realized that if we work together, both in our strengths, we can accomplish more.
You see my former thoughts were that mercy and justice were on opposite ends of a teeter-totter. Both were needed but there had to be a sort of balance between them. However, the following visual Ian shared struck a cord within me and gave me a different perspective on how justice and mercy work together:
Pretend you are on a river camping and see you a baby come floating down the river. You would wade into the river and get the baby out and take care of its needs. That is an act of compassion, it is an act of mercy. But lets say, that a few minutes later another baby comes floating down the river, and then another baby and another baby. Mercy is the act that keeps getting the babies out of the river but justice is the act that stops and asks the question, "Who's upstream throwing babies down the river? How can we go upstream and stop the person who is throwing babies in the river?"
This visual not only rocked my heart but I could totally envision my husband and I in the scenario. Initially, we would both be in the river. But eventually my husband would talk about getting out of the river and walking upstream to see what was causing the problem. I would be so consumed in the immediate problem that I would probably end up getting irritated thinking he didn't care about the babies, when in fact, he cared so much that he wanted to eliminate the source of the problem. As this direct quote will show, both of our gifts would be needed to solve the problem:
"Some of you are mercy people, compassion people, you are people who will always put bandages on broken souls and you will do that without any sense of duty or obligation, it's who God created you to be and you will always do that. And some of you are justice people. Some of us ask the question, 'Is there a way to stop the perpetuation of broken people? Is there a way to stop children from being thrown into the river? Is there a way to stop communities that are broken and desperate from continuing violence and tragedy? As Micah shows us we are to do both:"
Micah 6:8
He has shown you, O mortal, what is good.
And what does the LORD require of you?
To act justly and to love mercy
and to walk humbly with your God.
While I know this understanding will be beneficial to future conversations in my marriage, I think that this message is applicable to conversations that occur within the church, especially in America. When you are engaging in coversation with fellow believers I think it is important for you to stop and think about where they are coming from in their conversation - a place of mercy or a place of justice? Often times conversations get stunted because we think we are oppossed to one another. But mercy and justice are not opposed; they are intertwined together and Scripture tells us that we are to do both. However, sometimes the way to accomplish "both" is by working together with people who see things differently than us. My prayer for the church is that we can have a greater understanding of the relationship between mercy and justice and begin to walk together to accomplish our goals. Greater success depends on our ability to operate in the strength of both.
2 “I am the LORD your God, who brought you out of Egypt, out of the land of slavery. 3 “You shall have no other gods before me. 4 “You shall not make for yourself an image in the form of anything in heaven above or on the earth beneath or in the waters below. 5 You shall not bow down to them or worship them; for I, the LORD your God, am a jealous God, punishing the children for the sin of the parents to the third and fourth generation of those who hate me, 6 but showing love to a thousand generations of those who love me and keep my commandments. 7 “You shall not misuse the name of the LORD your God, for the LORD will not hold anyone guiltless who misuses his name. 8 “Remember the Sabbath day by keeping it holy. 9 Six days you shall labor and do all your work, 10 but the seventh day is a sabbath to the LORD your God. On it you shall not do any work, neither you, nor your son or daughter, nor your male or female servant, nor your animals, nor any foreigner residing in your towns. 11 For in six days the LORD made the heavens and the earth, the sea, and all that is in them, but he rested on the seventh day. Therefore the LORD blessed the Sabbath day and made it holy. 12 “Honor your father and your mother, so that you may live long in the land the LORD your God is giving you. 13 “You shall not murder. 14 “You shall not commit adultery. 15 “You shall not steal. 16 “You shall not give false testimony against your neighbor. 17 “You shall not covet your neighbor’s house. You shall not covet your neighbor’s wife, or his male or female servant, his ox or donkey, or anything that belongs to your neighbor.”
Psalm 19
The heavens declare the glory of God,
and the skies announce what his hands have made.
Day after day they tell the story;
night after night they tell it again.
They have no speech or words;
they have no voice to be heard.
But their message goes out through all the world;
their words go everywhere on earth.
The sky is like a home for the sun.
The sun comes out like a bridegroom from his bedroom.
It rejoices like an athlete eager to run a race.
The sun rises at one end of the sky
and follows its path to the other end.
Nothing hides from its heat.
The teachings of the Lord are perfect;
they give new strength.
The rules of the Lord can be trusted;
they make plain people wise.
The orders of the Lord are right;
they make people happy.
The commands of the Lord are pure;
they light up the way.
Respect for the Lord is good;
it will last forever.
The judgments of the Lord are true;
they are completely right.
They are worth more than gold,
even the purest gold.
They are sweeter than honey,
even the finest honey.
By them your servant is warned.
Keeping them brings great reward.
People cannot see their own mistakes.
Forgive me for my secret sins.
Keep me from the sins of pride;
don't let them rule me.
Then I can be pure
and innocent of the greatest of sins.
I hope my words and thoughts please you.
Lord, you are my Rock, the one who saves me.
1 Corinthians 1:18-25
The teaching about the cross is foolishness to those who are being lost, but to us who are being saved it is the power of God. It is written in the Scriptures:
"I will cause the wise to lose their wisdom;
I will make the wise unable to understand." — Isaiah 29:14
Where is the wise person? Where is the educated person? Where is the skilled talker of this world? God has made the wisdom of the world foolish. In the wisdom of God the world did not know God through its own wisdom. So God chose to use the message that sounds foolish to save those who believe.The Jews ask for miracles, and the Greeks want wisdom. But we preach a crucified Christ. This causes the Jews to stumble and is foolishness to non-Jews. But Christ is the power of God and the wisdom of God to those people God has called—Jews and Greeks. Even the foolishness of God is wiser than human wisdom, and the weakness of God is stronger than human strength.
John 2:13-22
When it was almost time for the Jewish Passover Feast, Jesus went to Jerusalem. In the Temple he found people selling cattle, sheep, and doves. He saw others sitting at tables, exchanging different kinds of money. Jesus made a whip out of cords and forced all of them, both the sheep and cattle, to leave the Temple. He turned over the tables and scattered the money of those who were exchanging it. Then he said to those who were selling pigeons, "Take these things out of here! Don't make my Father's house a place for buying and selling!"
When this happened, the followers remembered what was written in the Scriptures: "My strong love for your Temple completely controls me."
Some of his people said to Jesus, "Show us a miracle to prove you have the right to do these things."
Jesus answered them, "Destroy this temple, and I will build it again in three days."
They answered, "It took forty-six years to build this Temple! Do you really believe you can build it again in three days?"
(But the temple Jesus meant was his own body. After Jesus was raised from the dead, his followers remembered that Jesus had said this. Then they believed the Scripture and the words Jesus had said.)
When Jesus was in Jerusalem for the Passover Feast, many people believed in him because they saw the miracles he did. Jesus did not believe in them because he knew them all. He did not need anyone to tell him about people, because he knew what was in people's minds.
For more information on why I include weekly Lectionary readings you can read: A Story to Embody.
When Abram was ninety-nine years old, the Lord appeared to him and said, "I am God Almighty. Obey me and do what is right. I will make an agreement between us, and I will make you the ancestor of many people."
Then Abram bowed facedown on the ground. God said to him, "I am making my agreement with you: I will make you the father of many nations. I am changing your name from Abram to Abraham because I am making you a father of many nations. I will give you many descendants. New nations will be born from you, and kings will come from you. And I will make an agreement between me and you and all your descendants from now on: I will be your God and the God of all your descendants.
God said to Abraham, "I will change the name of Sarai, your wife, to Sarah. I will bless her and give her a son, and you will be the father. She will be the mother of many nations. Kings of nations will come from her."
Psalm 22:23-31
Praise the Lord, all you who respect him.
All you descendants of Jacob, honor him;
fear him, all you Israelites.
He does not ignore those in trouble.
He doesn't hide from them
but listens when they call out to him.
Lord, I praise you in the great meeting of your people;
these worshipers will see me do what I promised.
Poor people will eat until they are full;
those who look to the Lord will praise him.
May your hearts live forever!
People everywhere will remember
and will turn to the Lord.
All the families of the nations
will worship him
because the Lord is King,
and he rules the nations.
All the powerful people on earth will eat and worship.
Everyone will bow down to him,
all who will one day die.
The people in the future will serve him;
they will always be told about the Lord.
They will tell that he does what is right.
People who are not yet born
will hear what God has done.
Romans 4:13-25
Abraham and his descendants received the promise that they would get the whole world. He did not receive that promise through the law, but through being right with God by his faith. If people could receive what God promised by following the law, then faith is worthless. And God's promise to Abraham is worthless, because the law can only bring God's anger. But if there is no law, there is nothing to disobey.
So people receive God's promise by having faith. This happens so the promise can be a free gift. Then all of Abraham's children can have that promise. It is not only for those who live under the law of Moses but for anyone who lives with faith like that of Abraham, who is the father of us all. As it is written in the Scriptures: "I am making you a father of many nations." This is true before God, the God Abraham believed, the God who gives life to the dead and who creates something out of nothing.
There was no hope that Abraham would have children. But Abraham believed God and continued hoping, and so he became the father of many nations. As God told him, "Your descendants also will be too many to count." Abraham was almost a hundred years old, much past the age for having children, and Sarah could not have children. Abraham thought about all this, but his faith in God did not become weak. He never doubted that God would keep his promise, and he never stopped believing. He grew stronger in his faith and gave praise to God. Abraham felt sure that God was able to do what he had promised. So, "God accepted Abraham's faith, and that faith made him right with God." Those words ("God accepted Abraham's faith") were written not only for Abraham but also for us. God will accept us also because we believe in the One who raised Jesus our Lord from the dead. Jesus was given to die for our sins, and he was raised from the dead to make us right with God.
Mark 8:31-38
Then Jesus began to teach them that the Son of Man must suffer many things and that he would be rejected by the Jewish elders, the leading priests, and the teachers of the law. He told them that the Son of Man must be killed and then rise from the dead after three days. Jesus told them plainly what would happen. Then Peter took Jesus aside and began to tell him not to talk like that. But Jesus turned and looked at his followers. Then he told Peter not to talk that way. He said, "Go away from me, Satan! You don't care about the things of God, but only about things people think are important."
Then Jesus called the crowd to him, along with his followers. He said, "If people want to follow me, they must give up the things they want. They must be willing even to give up their lives to follow me. Those who want to save their lives will give up true life. But those who give up their lives for me and for the Good News will have true life. It is worthless to have the whole world if they lose their souls. They could never pay enough to buy back their souls. The people who live now are living in a sinful and evil time. If people are ashamed of me and my teaching, the Son of Man will be ashamed of them when he comes with his Father's glory and with the holy angels."
For more information of why in include these readings, read my post A Story to Embody.
It's the time of the year when, as a homeschooling Mom, I start getting excited about next school year! I think it helps me to not get too overwhelmed trying to finish off this year. Just this week I've had 3 people ask me about what curriculum I use; when that starts to happen on a regular basis I know it is time to write a post. I know this post won't relate to all of my readers but at least finish this paragraph before you hit delete. I've split the post up into parts so that you can read the parts that might relate to you. The first part is "Common questions and answers about homeschooling." Whether you home school or not, I would recommend reading this part because homeschooling seems to be on a growing trend and there still are some misunderstandings concerning homeschooling. Chances are you will meet someone who home schools and it might give you a better understanding as to why and how they do it. So here we go!
Common questions and answers about homeschooling
Several years ago I wrote a post, Why I home school and it provides a more in-depth post than I will write here. Feel free to read it too if you want more information.
Do you believe homeschooling is for everyone?
I don't believe homeschooling is for every family. I believe it is a personal decision that people should take seriously and only proceed in doing it if they feel that it is what they are supposed to do. If you do decide to home school it is helpful to have a list of reasons why you are doing because there will be difficult times and if you don't know why you are homeschooling you will quit.
What about socialization?
This question is one of the most common questions I have been asked. People believe that home schooled child(ren) have very little opportunities for socialization. Our problem is quite the opposite. We are blessed to be in a community that is very supportive of homeschooling and we have a plethora of options for socialization. In fact, we have so many opportunities to socialize it is hard to balance and make sure we are actually doing school work.
What has been the biggest plus of your homeschooling experience?
One of the biggest blessings of our homeschooling experience has been watching the personalities of our kids grow and develop. They are as unique as can be (as you will see when I start talking about curriculum) but have become each other's best friends. It is a beautiful blessing to see your children be each other's best friends.
How long do you plan on homeschooling?
We take it one year at a time. We love homeschooling and at this stage in our lives it is beneficial to our kids. We never know where life is going to take us, or what will be our children's interests. One of the primary reasons we home school is because we want our children to excel in who they are as children of God. Right now I am able to provide the best environment for that to take place, but that may not always be the case. While I can "see" the reality of doing it all the way through, I don't feel the need to make a decision that is the way it has to be.
Is homeschooling hard?
There definitely are challenges to homeschooling but it does get easier as each year goes by. I would say the first year or two of homeschooling is the hardest. You often are second guessing yourself as you are learning about your kids' learning styles and your ability to teach them. You are also learning how to balance doing grocery shopping, laundry and cleaning the house all while teaching children at different learning levels. As time goes by, however, you and your kids will figure out a rhythm that works for your family life. I think the most important key is to have a support system of other families to talk to and get advice from.
Our Core
Sonlight is our core curriculum. We love it more and more each year. It is a literature-based curriculum, which simply means there are a lot of books. This year we studied the beginning of American History. It was a very interesting study and we (and that includes me) learned a lot this year! I thought Sonlight did a good job balancing the reality of the hard and sad things that have happened in American history while still capturing the excitement and the uniqueness of the development of America. While we absolutely love the books Sonlight provides and the flexibilty of the 4-day schedule there are some aspects of their program we don't use.
We don't use their English program. It is too in-depth for me and there doesn't seem to be a flow that I am able to follow. I also don't care for their organization of their curriculum guides. While I've learned how to use it for us and our needs, it still remains a pain to do. You get a humongous binder, and you have to sort and organize things each week. Supposedly, they changed it up a bit this upcoming year - but we usually buy used so those changes won't trickle down to us for a few more years. However, it is quite tempting to bite the bullet and buy it new if they truly have organized the curriculum guide better. We are finishing part 1 of a 2 year unit on American History and we truly did love all the books we read this year, so for another year we will continue to use Sonlight as our core curriculum. Math
Sonlight does not include a math program. A couple of years ago, I ran across Christian Light Publications and decided to try out their math program. I ABSOLUTELY love it. It is very cheap and it is very well-written. They only introduce one new concept a day, and the concepts are reinforced over and over and over and over again until the students have it down. It also builds on top of previous concepts so once the students have a firm foundation then they can easily add the next step. Every day since first grade they have had a story problem, which I think is a great way for kid's to think about math in a real day to day understanding. They also have speed drills everyday which helps the math facts become rote. They deal with both the U.S. and the metric system of mathematics which I think helps the kids to be well-rounded.
James did the 3rd grade math program this year. It said in the beginning of the year, he should primarily be able to do it on his own and may need help from time to time. This has truly been the case. Every lesson starts out with a brief description he reads it, does a few sample problems and then moves on to the review of previously learned ideas. I literally have only had to help him 3-5 times this entire year. I think there is a lot to be said about a curriculum where a third grader can teach himself math. I did buy the teacher's guide (because everything is so inexpensive) and I'm glad I did. There have been a few times I've need to pull it out and check the answers because he is getting into stuff I'm not so clear on anymore. Mercea is using the 1st grade program and enjoys it. You definitely need the teacher's guide for first grade because there are a lot of teacher dictation moments and you won't know what to say without the book.
Each grade comes with 10 booklets. Each booklet contains lessons, 2 quizzes and one tests. The kids get so excited when they finish a booklet and get a new one. It is a great way to keep them excited about their math program.
English
We are using two different English curriculum with the kids.
James is doing the 3rd grade Rod and Staff English program Beginning Wisely . It started out with a unit on nouns, then there was a unit on verbs. I think it does a thorough job explaining everything and then building upon concepts step by step. It does have him diagramming sentences, which I don't remember how to do, so I've been learning right along with him. It is just about the right amount of work for him, not too much not too little. The one thing it is missing thus far is opportunities for creative writing. I don't know if it is coming down the line, but if not, I will need to find a way to supplement it next year.
Mercea is using First Language Lessons for the Well-trained mind. This is an easy oral, teacher-directed way of teaching language. We used it with James and really enjoyed it. It is going well, but we are taking it a little bit slower than we did with James because we are needing to reinforce concepts visually since she isn't primarily an oral learner.
Reading
James uses the advanced readers for the Sonlight core we use. Sonlight usually provides two different reading levels. He loves to read and is a fast reader so I was glad that they had an advanced reading list. It challenges him enough that it takes him time to read, but it is not too overwhelming for him.
Mercea has been an interesting person to teach reading too. We've actually been working on learning how to read for almost 2 years now. We finally have down 3, 4 and 5 letter short-vowel sound words. As I mentioned at the beginning of the post, my children are two completely different learning styles. I've had to realize this and adjust, adjust and adjust again! I no longer assume that what worked for James will work for Mercea, which is why you will probably always see different types of materials for a lot of our subjects.
Our first year we tried Abeka phonics. She was having heavy dyslexia issues last year so I took the time to read The Gift of Dyslexia. I learned that dyslexia isn't diagnosed until third grade so it wasn't time to say she had dyslexia but I did learn some tips on how to teach her and maybe understand a little better on how she was viewing things. He discouraged phonics for individuals with dyslexia which is why we dropped Abeka. In the beginning of this year, we tried to use Sonlight's early reading program. It started off fairly well but again began moving way too quickly for her. So in December, when I was about to give up, All About Reading released their level 1 reading program. I decided to buy it because it had a money back guarantee. I knew that we would be starting from scratch again but that ended up being okay. Mercea and I both enjoy the hands-on worksheets and games that accompany this reading program. It also takes everything 1 step at a time, allows for reinforcement and then builds on previous concepts without skipping any steps. For the most part it has been a smooth transition for us. We've hit a few rough patches but All about Spelling allows you to e-mail them to ask questions and they get back to you right away!!! This was very helpful for me and it helped keep me from losing my sanity. So yes, homeschooling has its challenges and as a teacher I am in no way perfect but I am so thankful for the many different resources out there to help you through the bumps.
Spelling
We are using Spelling Power with James. This is a spelling system which is supposed to last through 12th grade. You don't have a spelling list each week. The "simple explanation" of what you do instead is that you spend 5 minutes a day reading spelling words to your kids. After they write each word, you spell it aloud for them. If they get it wrong they immediately rewrite the word correctly. You do that for a total of 5 minutes. When the time is up they indepedently work through a ten-step method of reviewing and learning how to spell the incorrect words correctly. The next day you start the 5 minute spelling time with the words they got wrong the day before and then add the new words. Each list has a rule that goes with it, that the kids write down. At the end of each section there is a list of review words from the whole past unit and a list with the most misspelled words in the English language. This system works well with James' personality. He as a natural spelling ability so we've moved through the book fairly quickly.
Mercea is using All About Spelling Level 1. We started it at the beginning of the school year and we were around lesson 20 when we switched to their reading program. We then put spelling on hold since it correlates with their reading program. It has been easy to do spelling after reading and Mercea appears to be a good speller. Again instead of having a weekly spelling list, they teach concepts and then you work on words that fall into those concepts. I've incorporated the Spelling Power method with the words that we use for Mercea, but for now we will continue to use All About Spelling because the hands on aspect goes well with Mercea's learning style.
Science
Science has been my weak point thus far. We try to tackle it once a week. My daughter would love to do it everyday all day long, so I need to be more serious about finding something for next year. In the meantime, we purchased Magic Tree House Chemistry Lab. It had lots of hands on science projects and it came with many of the needed items and it uses common household items. It has been fun. We built a volcano, made slime, a bouncy ball and a milk rainbow so far.
As you can see, there is a lot to choose from when it comes to homeschooling. I hope this gave you a little taste of why I home school and perhaps some new resources for you to look into. It is a challenging but rewarding experience. If you have any questions, don't hesitate to ask. Feel free to pass this post on to others you know who are looking into homeschooling.
I was reading in the book of Acts the other day and I became fascinated by the following passage:
Acts 18:1-11
4 Every Sabbath Paul reasoned in the synagogue, trying to persuade Jews and Greeks.
5 When Silas and Timothy came from Macedonia, Paul devoted himself exclusively to preaching, testifying to the Jews that Jesus was the Messiah. 6 But when they opposed Paul and became abusive, he shook out his clothes in protest and said to them, “Your blood be on your own heads! I am innocent of it. From now on I will go to the Gentiles.”
7 Then Paul left the synagogue and went next door to the house of Titius Justus, a worshiper of God. 8 Crispus, the synagogue leader, and his entire household believed in the Lord; and many of the Corinthians who heard Paul believed and were baptized.
9 One night the Lord spoke to Paul in a vision: “Do not be afraid; keep on speaking, do not be silent. 10 For I am with you, and no one is going to attack and harm you, for many people in this city belong to me.” 11 So Paul stayed in Corinth for a year and a half, teaching them the word of God.
In this passage, Paul is frustrated with the Jews and shakes off the dust saying he is going to the Greeks only and not the Jews. How far does he end up moving? Right next door! What is the result of his declaration? The synagogue leader of the Jews and his entire family ends up becoming believers.
Paul is allowed to be frustrated and make changes according to his frustration, but in the midst of it all there is a surrender to the ways of God. The result of him declaring that he is done with the Jews is to have the chief leader of the Jewish synagogue become a Christian. I hope the irony of it all doesn't escape you.
This amazing situation is followed by a vision from God in which God says, "Do not be afraid; I am with you! I have many people in this city!" Despite the salvation of these people, God recognizes the frustration, the fear and perhaps the idea that Paul is about to lose heart. God steps in and encourages Paul and states - "do not be afraid; I am with you! Not only that but that there are many people in this city that belong to me!" The words of encouragement from God work! Paul is so energized that he remains in the city for another year and a half.
Paul is not the only person in the Bible to almost lose heart and need encouragement from the Lord. It also happened with Elijah. In Elijah's story, Elijah is also coming off of a big moment, where God came through and proved himself above all other "gods" (you can read about it in I Kings 18). But afterwards, Elijah loses heart and runs away because he feels like he is all alone in his battle. The Lord comes to him and also encourages him with similar words to what He told Paul:
I Kings 19:18
"Yet I reserve seven thousand in Israel—all whose knees have not bowed down to Baal and whose mouths have not kissed him."
In this story the Lord confirms that Elijah is not alone, God is with him but there are also others that Elijah hasn't even seen who are walking purely.
There are several things that I see as I reflect on these two passages:
Our hope and confidence cannot come from our "spiritual highs." In both of these passages, great things have just happened - the head leader of the Jews in this city just became saved and in the case of Elijah, God has manifested Himself in a way that cannot be denied. But those incidences were not enough to keep Paul and Elijah encouraged. If our confidence and the way we measure what we are doing comes from "our success" then we too will find ourselves losing heart.
We are not alone! It is nice to see that at times, even men of great faith feel like they are all alone. The LORD reminds both of those men that only He sees people's hearts and only He knows what is truly going on in a city. Instead of feeling all alone, we can rest in the fact that there is a bigger story going on than we can see and that the LORD knows those who belong to Him.
Keeping our eyes fixed on God is the way to succeed. After God's encouragement - do not be afraid I am with you - Paul continues ministering for a year and a half in that city. Elijah gets back up and returns to the people. They both realize they are doing what they are doing because of who God is, not only to them but to the people He has put in their sphere of influence.
It is nice to see that God understands that at times His people get discouraged. It is also encouraging to see that God takes the time to lovingly pick us up and remind us that we are not alone in this journey. There are others out there that love Him with their whole hearts; our job is to keep our eyes fixed on Him and to walk confidently in the areas of the kingdom that He has placed us.
Hebrews 12:1-2 sums up these reflections:
Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles. And let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us, 2 fixing our eyes on Jesus, the pioneer and perfecter of faith. For the joy set before him he endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. 3 Consider him who endured such opposition from sinners, so that you will not grow weary and lose heart.
